I know it was two days ago and it's over, but there are a few more things I want to say, and then I'll let it drop.

I rant when I'm stressed, and because of everything that's been going on for the past year and a half, I've been stressed to the max for quite a while. Sometimes I say things I don't mean or exaggerate a situation because stupid, insignificant things bother me when I'm stressed, and venting is therapeutic.

I realize I can be passive, but I'm by no means a doormat. I take care of my problems, and I take care of them privately. I don't air out my laundry, I don't publicize things that are nobody's business, and I don't volunteer every tidbit of information to my friends. If you want to know something, you can come to me directly; I am honest. There is no need for you to do me any favors by repeating something I told you in confidence in an effort to make me deal with something you think I'm letting go by the wayside.

Yes, it still upsets me. I don't like being suspicious of everyone I talk to.

ETA: Now for something lighter...

Your result for Roleplayer Test!...

The Portraitist

Random, Character-Oriented, Platonic

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I don't agree with the last two sentences. I would overwhelm myself if I continuously did plots that focused on exploring my character's 'innermost depths'. Also, I rarely put anyone in tragic or stressful situations for the simple fact that I'm afraid it would seem gratuitous, lol. o3o;;

Here's a meme stolen from a few people. Yes, I know it's still pretty useless in terms of content, but at least it's something more than a link or a quiz, right? 8| Besides, it's been a while. MAYBE SOME OF YOU DON'T EVEN REMEMBER ME~!

The problem with LJ: we all think we are so close, but really, we know nothing about each other.

So I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about.

Ask away.

Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you!

Oh hey, I'm writing in my journal to do this meme. :|

STOLEN FROM EVERYBODY:

List 10 of your favorite characters from different fandoms and ask people to spot patterns in your choices, and if they're so inclined, to draw conclusions about you based on the patterns they've spotted.

1. Phoenix Wright (Ace Attorney series)
2. Todd Tolensky (X-Men: Evolution)
3. Lexington (Gargoyles)
4. Debit/Devit/David/whatever (D.Gray-man)
5. Yuffie (Final Fantasy VII)
6. Aziraphale (Good Omens)
7. Quatre (Gundam Wing)
8. Lucca (Chrono Trigger)
9. Dib (Invader Zim)
10. Bartholomew Fatima (Xenogears)

Is there a pattern? I dunno. o3o I'm too tired to figure it out.

I had to post this because it made me laugh.

Your results:
You are An Expendable Character (Redshirt)

An Expendable Character (Redshirt) 70% Deanna Troi 60% Chekov 50% Beverly Crusher 50% Worf 50% Geordi LaForge 45% Will Riker 40% Jean-Luc Picard 35% Data 31% James T. Kirk (Captain) 30% Spock 27% Leonard McCoy (Bones) 25% Mr. Scott 25% Uhura 20% Mr. Sulu 20%

Since your accomplishments are seldom noticed, and you are rarely thought of, you are expendable. That doesn't mean your job isn't important but if you were in Star Trek you would be killed off in the first episode you appeared in.

Click here to take the "Which Star Trek character are you?" quiz...

ANON MEME

...what's up, f-list. I'm sorry I don't post anymore. 8(

☢THE GODDAMN ____ MEME

GOD DAMN

Tagged by shuraiya, leave a comment saying you'd like to participate, and I'll interview you!

1. What is the most embarrassing thing that's ever happened to you at work?
...Nothing embarassing has really happened to me at any of my jobs. XD; SO INSTEAD, I SHALL TELL YOU ABOUT MY MOST EMBARRASSING SCHOOL INCIDENT. Which... isn't all that embarrassing and more stupid than anything else. XD I accidentally walked into the wrong classroom, and instead of going 'lolwhoops', I made up some lame excuse as to why I was there. I told the teacher that there was a little girl in the bathroom, crying for him. And there wasn't. Don't ask me why I did that, I was a social dumbass in 7th grade. :|;;;

2. ASIDE FROM PHOENIX AND EDGEWORTH, who else do you like from Phoenix Wright?
Is 'everyone' an option? I didn't even like Edgeworth at first, to be honest. Even after his sob story, I was like, "Dude, he's still an asshole." It took until the last case of the second game before he really grew on me. I like Mia and Larry on the same level that I like Edgeworth, and after that... everyone else is a close third? XD; In fact, it might be easier to name off the characters I don't like than the ones that I do.

3. Do you think you could quit RP altogether, if given the right amount of money?
As long as I could still write fanfiction and make up stuff in my head, sure. XDb

4. If your life was a musical for one day, what part would be the most interesting?
The part where my whole family (plus Bryan and Manda) are over for dinner. We have the most interesting conversations, from politics to eyeball-licking to things I probably shouldn't mention. 8D;

5. What is the dorkiest fandom-related thing that you own?
My room. :| Seriously. It's like a fandom explosion in here. I'm... actually planning on putting away most of my fandom-related stuff when I order my new furniture. But when I get a place of my own, I will make sure I have a room entirely devoted to nerdery. B)

...Oh, and I have lots of Mickey Mouse ears from Disneyland. And Disney pins.

Work was super busy this morning, but now I'm bored. :|

Ask me a question about any or each of the following:

1. Friends
2. Sex
3. Music
4. Drugs
5. Love
6. LiveJournal

why do i suddenly have the urge to post this meme in adddictions arrrggghhh

I'm bored at work, so you get a roleplaying meme! :D Stolen from a whole bunch of people on my f-list.

Years roleplaying: Uh... 13, 14 years? >_>
Least favorite muse?: I don't really have a least favorite, but I don't think I play young Trucy as well as I could.
Male or female muses?: I think it's split pretty evenly.
Oldest character played?: Phoenix! He just turned 27 on DDD. :3 OH WAIT JUST KIDDING. During the time I player her at DDD, Lana was 31.
Longest muse played?: At this point, it's Phoenix, although I did play Todd (from X-Men: Evolution) for about two years straight.
Newest muse?: I haven't had any for a while, but Lana Skye is the newest. I just have no time to play her anywhere. ;-;

Which muse of yours would be most likely to...
Jump off a bridge?: Well, Larry's said he would jump off a bridge (among other things)... XD I don't think any of them would ever actually do it, to be honest.
Get drunk and pass out?: Mm. I'd say Larry, but in my mind, he has a pretty high alcohol tolerance, so... Todd!
Kill somebody in a very unorthodox way?: ...Lucca? Does setting your enemies on fire count?
Be far too hyper for their own good?: Larry. :|
Be raped?: None of them.
Get lost and refuse to ask for directions?: lulz. Todd, Larry, possibly Phoenix, though I think he'd give in after a while.
Get lung cancer?: I don't know. In my head canon, Larry and Todd smoke pot, but as studies show marijuana doesn't increase your risk of lung cancer, uh... I can't say any of them would be more likely than the other.
Star in a horror movie?: Phoenix. I don't know that he'd be the star, but he'd be the character that figures out who the killer is. X3 (...If that's the kind of horror movie we're talking about, anyway.)
Star in a whore movie?: Hm. Larry might consider it, if he was playing the strapping, young client. :|
Star in a video game?: lol Phoenix
Make the world a better place?: Phoenix and Lucca
Have a torrid gay love affair?: Phoenix and Lana :| ...Not with each other, of course, as that would contradict the question.

Relate each word to a character of yours:
Love - Trucy
Hate - Todd
Money - Todd
Seduction - ...Larry, rofl
Lies - Lana
Tragedy - Lana
Manipulation - ...Lana
Violence - Todd
Politics - Lana
Fire - Phoenix, Lana, Lucca...
Ice - Hm. I can't think of anybody. XD;

Would you ever...
Play a prostitute?: Why not?
Play a musician?: Sure.
Play a pilot?: NEVER. Er, I mean... yes.
Play a homosexual?: Sure.
Play a pedophile?: No.
Play a politician?: After a lot of research, sure. XD
Create a muse for the sole purpose of smut?: Nah.
Play a character who commits incest?: ...I want to say no, though if I ever came across a character I liked who also happened to be incestuous, er. I suppose?